I will be living my life to the fullest even if the person I love doesn't exist in my world anymore. It's true, I said I'm okay. But I lied. I'm a liar. I said I'm gonna fight back to have you back. But I realized, what am I fighting for? Is it worth fighting for? Even when I know that I could never have you back. So many things have gone past. I am here. You are there. What's the point of fighting back when nothing and no one can change your mind. Now, I gotta go and go on my own. And never ever give up. Never give up loving. No one could ever help me but myself. Life is sometimes rude. But that is life. It has so many unexpected things that you should always live by.

There's always something more - Something more to live by. I'll say it again. I am okay. But hey! I know how to lie. Honestly, I feel so broken up! It’s a cold hard road ahead of me. As of this moment I don’t think I have the strength to let you go. I’ve been wishing that I was never brought to this world. But looking back, I still feel I must get my life back and live on my own. No one should be blamed. This is life. Life gives us shit all the time. So I will just pretend in the mean time that I’m okay. Pretending is hard but I must live by it. And hope that someday I will find someone. Someone I can dare again say the words I love you.

I know I have been selfish. My heart is not perfect. Not everything falls into the right place. I’m just human with a big heart. But I know for myself that I can make it better. I can be better. I’ll do better. You left me, it’s over and done. But this heart of mine will never stop beating. It hurts to see myself alone. I sometimes pity myself. But I know that this feeling I have will soon be over. I tried to make you stay but nothing happened. I hope your heart of stone will soon find someone you deserve.

You see, I'm not the only one for you. But your'e the only one for me.
You left me. Ill wake up alone. But I must move on. Don’t tell me I can’t go on. Because I will move on. I can move on!

Before the year 2012 ended, everyone has been talking about this so called “Super Wifi” to be a big thing in the year 2013. But what is really meant by “Super Wifi”? According to an article I read from Julie Bort, this Super Wifi is not really a Wireless Fidelity (Wifi) nor a form of Wifi which uses an unlicensed spectrum. Instead it is a new kind of wireless network running on unused or underused or popularly known as white spaces.

But can the Philippines actually harness this big time project? Recently the Philippine Government has been planning to connect those unused television channels or white spaces within the next three years to connect rural areas, elementary schools and other e-business and government service agencies.
In the Philippines, not everyone has their own internet access like broadband and WiFi. And not all have personal computers in their household and could not even afford to have an internet connection. Even elementary and highs schools do not have a direct access to the world wide web.

According to experts, the Super Wifi is an ideal wireless data delivery that should be used by the Filipinos because of its long distance propagation characteristics and its ability to travel over the water and even thick concrete walls.

Can Super Wifi affect the local telecommunication companies that offer Wifi plans and subscriptions? Yet again, according to a DOST-ICT Official this will not compete with the existing telcos or cause any delays in the transmission of wireless data. In fact they said that if the price of the connectivity sevice is lower, then they could give these telcos free TV connectivity.

But at this time, all are still under research and development. All plans have been taken well into consideration and all stakeholders are also dealt accordingly. The government is taking into considerations the many issues that should be taken care of.

Even if this Super Wifi is still not being used in the country, it has already have big impact the local and national media. Everyone who is internet savvy can be excited because of its numerous advantages both from the service provider and the end user. This Super Wifi is stronger and faster than the existing Wifi connections especially those living or working in the dead spot areas where most broadband connections do not have access. Super Wifi is also weather and UV resistant unlike other broadband when the weather is rainy the connection is also slow.

*reposted from my bubblews. http://www.bubblews.com/news/194603-super-wifi-in-the-philippines

Yesterday, February 1, 2013 was definitely a terrible day for me. At 6:00 in the evening I was driving along Pioneer Avenue and suddenly made a left turn and immediately a right turn at a Pedestrian Lane to a video store. (Yes!I know I violated the traffic rules) It was my habit to use the said lane to make a short cut going to the said store. But last night really made my night! I got caught! Although I admitted it, I signed the T.O.P. and I did not deny it. But one thing I really wanna know is that WHY DO TRAFFIC ENFORCERS HIDE FROM THE MOTORISTS? (Literally - they hide from the dark and beside the tree) And they just appear when they can actually catch a traffic violator - like what happened to me.

But right after I rented some DVD's at the store, another traffic violator passed just beside them. They tried to call the motorist, but when it didn't stop, THEY JUST LET HIM GO! Traffic Enforcers are also public servants. What kind of public service is that? During their hour of work, they hide in the dark and just wait for someone to violate. I read an article in the internet, that in Metro Manila traffic enforcers are not allowed to stand together in group of two (2) or more. They are only allowed to group in to 2 or more during special operations. Is this also applicable in most cities?

Anyway, whether or not it is applicable or not in all cities, the two traffic enforcers I encountered last night was for me an act of abuse. I literally judged their work last night as a tactic to catch more prey! Although they are catching the traffic violators, but why hide in the dark in the middle of your field assignment. To have time to increase the bribe so no one can see what you’re doing? Well, I’ll leave it to all the readers. And I’ll leave you with my advice, we should all be wary of what’s happening in the streets. Who knows those notorious and abusive traffic enforcers are lurking just behind you standing and hiding in the dark! Never let them bully you and never get scared once caught. Like me, I was caught but I didn’t run away from my obligations. I know I have the capacity to bribe them, but I didn’t. hahahaha. Or should I say they we’re just waiting for me to bribe them and they will obviously had a grip on it. Who knows? Maybe I’m right! But I may be also wrong!

*reposted from my bubblews. http://www.bubblews.com/news/189102-caught-in-the-act

photo courtesy of boxrec.com

At his biggest fight of his life, Omar Henry never failed to thanked those who stood beside him. He never questioned what God gave him - reaching a Major Career Goal and in a blink of an eye the battle of his unexpected disease and learning he had only weeks to live.

Indeed, Omar Henry's battle with cancer and his passing yesterday, February 1, 2013 is a manifestation that life is surely fragile.

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